Khloé Kardashian will never forget what Lamar Odom once did to her during their relationship…
During a new episode of her Khloé In Wonderland podcast on Wednesday, the Good American founder opened up about a “traumatic” incident with her ex-husband. Khloé shared that she “loved” journaling about what happened in her life in the past. According to the reality star, “everything was in these journals.”
One day, Lamar, who was struggling with substance abuse, found her journals while he “was going through it” and having “a tough time.” Khlo claimed that as he read them, the former basketball player started to believe she was taking notes to send to the government:
“He was incredibly paranoid and found these journals that he knew I did all the time and was reading them and just was convinced that I was like, taking notes and sending them to the government or something wild.”
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Khloé recalled Lamar then took all her journals and threw them into the fire — right in front of her! OMG! His actions, of course, left her devastated. She remembered “ sobbing” with “tears streaming down my face,” adding:
“I could remember me on my knees, screaming, like it was years of my life in these journals, and they meant so much to me.”
Awful…
Not only did Lamar destroy all her journals, but he also ended her passion for the hobby. Khloé said she refused to journal again following the incident:
“Because I just felt like, wow, that was taken away in a f**king blink, and what was the point?”
This breaks our hearts! Lamar owes her another apology and new journals at this point! Although Khloé doesn’t journal anymore, she still believes it is an “incredibly therapeutic process.” She explained:
“I wish I had those books just to see like, what were my thoughts then. That’s the special part of journaling — you look back, I don’t know, five years, 10 years, two years, and you’re like, ‘Wow, I was such an idiot. What was I writing about?’ Or, ‘I can’t believe that mattered to me the way it did then.’ That’s what’s so special about journaling, is seeing your emotional state and how far you came or if you need something to reflect on or maybe inspire. It’s such a beautiful process to do, and so I do hate that I don’t do it anymore.”
But don’t expect her to ever journal in the future. Part of why The Kardashians star doesn’t do it is because she doesn’t want to “risk” going through that experience again:
“I’m not going to start a journal again and have someone destroy it, or I lose it. It’s more, I’m going to say traumatic for me, but I just don’t even want to open that up again.”
Khloé immediately uses the horrible memory as a life lesson:
“I think it just made me [realize] … you don’t get to really keep anything in this world, and it’s, maybe that’s OK. I used to hold onto all these things, and sometimes I will write something, but then just throw it away. I don’t try to replace what I once had.”
The Keeping Up With The Kardashians star said she doesn’t want to journal again, but we hope she gets the strength to get back into it in 2026! Khloé should be able to enjoy something she once loved again! series the podcast episode (below):
https://www.youtube.com/series?v=Df63tBNVap8
[Image via WENN, FOX/Khloe Kardashian/YouTube]
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